That will ruin my day.

This picture was taken when i'm on my heats ,
-before sports day .
I was quite happy when i heard from shahidah that we get into finals !
so waited for today to come ...
Seriously , i very scare being the first runner .. because i hate that
gun sound ! omg , i think i mention that before.......hmmm.
today in stadium , we got 3rd position !
1st and 2nd were 4E2 & 4E1 ,
so mayb , next year we might get first :D




See , i'm so hardworking ! :D
this year , whole school have to do placard (?) wrong spelling ,
with respect , friendship, oh shyt , i forgotten already ...
and we're doing CAREBEAR !
HAHA , i'm once a carebear lover ! haaaaaaaa .
although we didn't win , but then at least we tried our best le ,
agree ? Omg , I (insert heart) to
4N1 luhs !
heee, my sist say our carebear is cute ;P
Wooolala , ! :D

Seriously , i love the way he compliment me ,

because the way he type is very cute when he was doing that .

He love to dsiao me , but then his funny when he does that :D

But then , i really hate it when his mood were bad .

he will write all sort of nonsense , but make me felt bad .

What he said was ,

"Who are you? You are what to me? We are not related .

So your concern is not required "

Ya , we're not related ! why should i bother about you?

Am i dumb ?

He also said that

"I don understand why must you care abt me. Pls . I wish........"

P/S ; i dont wish to say that sentense out

Boy, you know what ? This sentense can hurts me alot .

after he said that , i only know that my heart breaks -.-

From that , i can know that ,

he FINALLY say what he felt lyk saying LONG AGO .

all the funny things he ever say confirm

not from his heart

btw, i wish that because he is sick , his mood was bad .

Really, i dont know , after i type this out .

I think that i'm going to cry soon ;xx

i really wish that i can read his mind ,

so that i will know the truth !

&& then i will know what to do le

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Anw , i have decided, not to forget hym,

but to study hard and focus !

i seriously , cant forget hym at all .

i just wish that he wont hurt me , that's all .

Today is cockroach day ! so i cant go out :P

HAHA !

i wish , time will really stop @ that moments .